I got home from work last night saw Orion’s Belt on a moonless sky. Opened the door to our apartment the smell of lavender from the bath you’d already hit the sack. Made some soup turned on the tv drank a beer and watched a film by disney and it bummed me out. Oh I’m tired of this place I need something to change. I try to say what I want but these words just fail me. Dark waters of my mind I feel like I’m drifting. Friends have long moved on while I’m still looking for the lonely ache release between the effort and the ease. On a gentle wave you are drifting this bed you float far from me. In the dark I hear you sing from a distant dream. I play name that tune to slow my breathing until the ship of sleep comes for me. You've got to have some faith. Have some faith. I try to say what I want but these words just fail me. Dark waters of my mind I feel like I’m drifting. Friends have long moved on while I’m still looking for the lonely ache release between the effort and the ease.